|| A little bit better....
I don't know where to start. ha. Well, lets just say, I told him how I felt. That really didn't matter, he said "get over me". So ok. I won't, but oh well. I'm not upset anymore. Well of course I am a little. But, I think, I'll be ok... We're still good friends.. i think so anyway. I mean, how can I not be? We're really close. And plus I love that kid. :) He told me he loves me still.. whether he still does or not, I don't know. But that's what he said. That's always good to know. Maybe there will be another chance for us. I really believe there might be. Of course, I can't get my hopes up, cuz I'll be twice as crushed, but.. yea. If he still loves me, n misses me, I'll be right here. I know what your probly all thinking, "ahh he made u a total wreck, he broke your heart, blah blah blah." But, I really don't care... I know that is probly bad.. but oh well. I really do love him. And I know I always will. People will probly say, "you'll drift apart, they all do" But I am going to try my hardest not to let that happen. Cuz, even he'll never love me again, we're gonna be friends. Good friends, i hope. Dude, I think I love this kid way too much.. It is kinda weird, but I can't help how I feel..
I think I'm gonna get a new journal, I don't know what it'll be yet, but i'll tell u guys. N I know for sure it's going to be a friends only one.....